Claire silverston
Claire never came to Silent Hill when her messages happened. Instead it was a glimpse into her diary.
Entry 2:
Dear Diary
I think my radio is broken. As it just keeps playing the same song over and over again.
Its a digital one so maybe thats the problem? I dunno. Either way every time I turn it on its just this song.
Starting to freak me out a little.
I haven't had any weird dreams the past couple of nights which is good. Managed to get some sleep and keep up with things at work Ralph didn't say anything about my effort the other day. Thank god.
I can't find that letter anywhere either. I really need to post it she would kill me if I didn't send it to him. She said it was really important. I haven't seen her in ages. God I miss her after what happened to her I thought we were going to lose her. Maybe she would do something stupid but thank fully she pulled through. Now she is living in a nice house by the lake.
Chris came round again today. Said he saw my dad drunk stumbling out of a bar again so he drove him home. I know hes only trying to help but I couldn't care less that man deserves whatever he gets! Ill never forgive him for driving Mom away like that.
That man makes me so angry.
I need to eat then sleep.
Speak soon 6.4.12 xxxx
Entry 3:
Dear diary
The most craziest thing has happened. I can't quite understand it at all. I think I'm still in shock or something.
I had another dream. Of that place. That town. I dreamt that I was walking into a house. It seemed so familiar to me that I just walked right in. Almost as if it was my own home? No one was in so I looked around the house. When I entered the kitchen I shut the door behind me and looked around. When I turned to leave the door had gone and so had the windows.
I was trapped in this room with no way of escape and then the over lit itself. I tried to turn it off but it wouldn't happen. The next thing the cupboard is on fire and I'm screaming for help. I can hear children singing and laughing as the kitchen burns more and more. I'm trapped, chocking, screaming, begging for help and as the flames finally reach me I woke up.
To the sound of my smoke alarm.
I jumped out of bed to find that my actual kitchen was on fire. Luckily for me the fire brigade managed to contain it fairly quickly and only a couple of cupboards were badly damaged. Apparently I left a candle lit? But I don't ever remember having any candles in my kitchen.
I'm staying at Christopher's at the moment. Just for a couple of days while my kitchen is being sorted. So glad I have insurance. Also managed to get a few days off work.
My dreams recently have all been about that town. Why am I dreaming of that place? Did the fire start before the dream and it was just my minds way of saying 'WAKE UP' or is it connected? I might ask Christopher to stay a little while when I move back in just in case?
Speak soon. 8.4.12 xxxxx
Entry 4:
Dear diary
Chris hasn't been back all night. He said he had gone out to check on my apartment and he hasn't been back at all.
I am really worried. I've tried ringing his number but the call doesn't even connect. I'm going to head out in a minute to try and find him.
I thought maybe writing would calm be down a bit.
Something else that's so weird and strange. The radio Chris has. When I turn it on that same song is playing and nothing else. Chris reckons its a problem with the signals. The song has been stuck or something. Hopefully it will sort itself out by the end of the week.
[You were always on my mind]
I finally sent that letter though. This isn't doing me any good.
I need to go and find Chris.
Speak soon xxx 9.4.12 xxx
Entry 5:
Dear diary
Chris is ok. I found him at my apartment trying to help out the decorators, had to drag him away in the end.
When we got back to his apartment I fell asleep on the sofa. Chris ended up waking me up. He said I was screaming in my sleep. I don't remember much of my dream. I know it was bad though. It was that town again.
Why do I keep dreaming of that place? I remember walking through the streets and it went all dark again. I was running in the dark until I found a door into a building. I think it was some apartments. I remember finding a torch and then running up the stairs because their were these weird noises coming from some of the room on the ground floor. I ran to the top of the stairs and into an apartment. I think the number of the apartment was the same number as this one.
Either way when I ran inside their was a woman sitting on the sofa and another standing in the kitchen. I called for help and they both look at me.
Their faces were all mashed up. As if they were covered in rotting bandages or something. They started to walk closer and closer. I tried to get out but the door wouldn't open. They started to cut me and I was screaming. I was begging for them to stop and then nothing. Chris woke me up.
Do you think I should go see someone? Im starting to worry these dreams are getting worse and I have no idea why.
Speak soon 10.4.12 xxx
Entry 6:
Dear diary
I slept for only an hour. Just an hour on the couch.
And when I woke up I was at home.
I don't understand what has happened at all. Chris is no where to be found. The front door is locked and my phone won't ring out or text. I tried opening the window to climb down the fire escape and its locked.
The radio is still playing that stupid song.
I slept for an hour at Christophers and now im here.
I have no idea how or why. I really need help.
10.4.12 xxx
Entry 7:
Dear diary.
I woke up this morning back at Christophers???
I have no idea how or why it happened. Was I dreaming the whole time? I was back at mine. I know I was.
I don't understand what is going on? Maybe the fumes from the fire the other day messed up my head? I should really go see a doctor.
The radio is still broke. Tempted to chuck it out but as its Christophers I better not. Hopefully mine will be ok when I get home. Only 2 more days till I can move back in! They have really sorted my place out fast.
All my dreams are of that place now. All of them. I have no idea why. The thing is I know I know someone who knows that place. I know I do. I know she sent me that letter because I knew his address and I swear she said she was going there? But what does that have to do with me?
I need to see someone about this. Im going to go crazy if I dont. Ralph came round earlier as well. He said that Work was missing me etc etc. Then he left but he told me that I should get my phone checked out?
This is where it gets weird. He said 3 times in the last 2 days hes had phone calls from my phone.
The thing is when he picks up. The only thing he hears
is that song.
You were always on my mind.
Something is going on. I need to find out whats happening.
Im so scared.
16.04.12
Entry 8:
Dear diary
I can't...........
Entry 9:
Dear diary.
Its been a few days since we last spoke. Im back in my apartment. The place needs airing out a little bit and a paint job but other than that its all ok.
I'm glad to be home. My dreams are still happening. Not so bad as they were but they are still going on. I'm always in Silent Hill. Always.
I end up walking around or going into buildings. There is so much ash everywhere.
Last night however it was different. I woke up in a hotel.
I could see out the window. There was a lake outside and a boat. I managed to get out of the hotel. I have no idea how. One minute I was in this room with a video tape playing over and over and over on the tv. The odd thing is though I recognised the voice in the video but when I walked over to the tv to see who it was the screen went all fuzzy. When I stepped back it started to appear again.
The next thing im standing outside the hotel and there is a boat at the dock. As I step into the boat it begins to row on its own. Its silent for ages until the sound of roaring waves begin and there is a house just floating in the waves. The boat gets closer to the sound of the waves and then I see the waterfall im heading for.
The boat went over and I wake up in my dream on a cable car.
A flier is on the floor. "The devils pit"
Why am I always in this town? What does it want. The house in the water. Devils pit. The video tape.
I know something isn't right here at all. I just wish I knew what it was. I can't take any more.
The radio still plays that song.
I need help.
19.04.12 xxxx
Entry 10:
Dear diary.
If this is my last entry.
someone needs to know that something happened here.
I live at apartment 302 in Ashfield.
The past couple of nights I have heard the sound of chains outside of my apartment door.
I am dreaming of a town called Silent Hill every night.
Things that happen in my dream sometimes happen in reality only in a different way.
My radio plays the same song over and over again.
That letter I sent, the one she sent to me to send to him came back today. His name is crossed out and mine is written above it?
The address however has also changed to mine but any sign of the original address has long gone???
I have opened the letter but I am yet to actually see what is inside.
Im so scared
Dear Diary
I think my radio is broken. As it just keeps playing the same song over and over again.
Its a digital one so maybe thats the problem? I dunno. Either way every time I turn it on its just this song.
Starting to freak me out a little.
I haven't had any weird dreams the past couple of nights which is good. Managed to get some sleep and keep up with things at work Ralph didn't say anything about my effort the other day. Thank god.
I can't find that letter anywhere either. I really need to post it she would kill me if I didn't send it to him. She said it was really important. I haven't seen her in ages. God I miss her after what happened to her I thought we were going to lose her. Maybe she would do something stupid but thank fully she pulled through. Now she is living in a nice house by the lake.
Chris came round again today. Said he saw my dad drunk stumbling out of a bar again so he drove him home. I know hes only trying to help but I couldn't care less that man deserves whatever he gets! Ill never forgive him for driving Mom away like that.
That man makes me so angry.
I need to eat then sleep.
Speak soon 6.4.12 xxxx
Entry 3:
Dear diary
The most craziest thing has happened. I can't quite understand it at all. I think I'm still in shock or something.
I had another dream. Of that place. That town. I dreamt that I was walking into a house. It seemed so familiar to me that I just walked right in. Almost as if it was my own home? No one was in so I looked around the house. When I entered the kitchen I shut the door behind me and looked around. When I turned to leave the door had gone and so had the windows.
I was trapped in this room with no way of escape and then the over lit itself. I tried to turn it off but it wouldn't happen. The next thing the cupboard is on fire and I'm screaming for help. I can hear children singing and laughing as the kitchen burns more and more. I'm trapped, chocking, screaming, begging for help and as the flames finally reach me I woke up.
To the sound of my smoke alarm.
I jumped out of bed to find that my actual kitchen was on fire. Luckily for me the fire brigade managed to contain it fairly quickly and only a couple of cupboards were badly damaged. Apparently I left a candle lit? But I don't ever remember having any candles in my kitchen.
I'm staying at Christopher's at the moment. Just for a couple of days while my kitchen is being sorted. So glad I have insurance. Also managed to get a few days off work.
My dreams recently have all been about that town. Why am I dreaming of that place? Did the fire start before the dream and it was just my minds way of saying 'WAKE UP' or is it connected? I might ask Christopher to stay a little while when I move back in just in case?
Speak soon. 8.4.12 xxxxx
Entry 4:
Dear diary
Chris hasn't been back all night. He said he had gone out to check on my apartment and he hasn't been back at all.
I am really worried. I've tried ringing his number but the call doesn't even connect. I'm going to head out in a minute to try and find him.
I thought maybe writing would calm be down a bit.
Something else that's so weird and strange. The radio Chris has. When I turn it on that same song is playing and nothing else. Chris reckons its a problem with the signals. The song has been stuck or something. Hopefully it will sort itself out by the end of the week.
[You were always on my mind]
I finally sent that letter though. This isn't doing me any good.
I need to go and find Chris.
Speak soon xxx 9.4.12 xxx
Entry 5:
Dear diary
Chris is ok. I found him at my apartment trying to help out the decorators, had to drag him away in the end.
When we got back to his apartment I fell asleep on the sofa. Chris ended up waking me up. He said I was screaming in my sleep. I don't remember much of my dream. I know it was bad though. It was that town again.
Why do I keep dreaming of that place? I remember walking through the streets and it went all dark again. I was running in the dark until I found a door into a building. I think it was some apartments. I remember finding a torch and then running up the stairs because their were these weird noises coming from some of the room on the ground floor. I ran to the top of the stairs and into an apartment. I think the number of the apartment was the same number as this one.
Either way when I ran inside their was a woman sitting on the sofa and another standing in the kitchen. I called for help and they both look at me.
Their faces were all mashed up. As if they were covered in rotting bandages or something. They started to walk closer and closer. I tried to get out but the door wouldn't open. They started to cut me and I was screaming. I was begging for them to stop and then nothing. Chris woke me up.
Do you think I should go see someone? Im starting to worry these dreams are getting worse and I have no idea why.
Speak soon 10.4.12 xxx
Entry 6:
Dear diary
I slept for only an hour. Just an hour on the couch.
And when I woke up I was at home.
I don't understand what has happened at all. Chris is no where to be found. The front door is locked and my phone won't ring out or text. I tried opening the window to climb down the fire escape and its locked.
The radio is still playing that stupid song.
I slept for an hour at Christophers and now im here.
I have no idea how or why. I really need help.
10.4.12 xxx
Entry 7:
Dear diary.
I woke up this morning back at Christophers???
I have no idea how or why it happened. Was I dreaming the whole time? I was back at mine. I know I was.
I don't understand what is going on? Maybe the fumes from the fire the other day messed up my head? I should really go see a doctor.
The radio is still broke. Tempted to chuck it out but as its Christophers I better not. Hopefully mine will be ok when I get home. Only 2 more days till I can move back in! They have really sorted my place out fast.
All my dreams are of that place now. All of them. I have no idea why. The thing is I know I know someone who knows that place. I know I do. I know she sent me that letter because I knew his address and I swear she said she was going there? But what does that have to do with me?
I need to see someone about this. Im going to go crazy if I dont. Ralph came round earlier as well. He said that Work was missing me etc etc. Then he left but he told me that I should get my phone checked out?
This is where it gets weird. He said 3 times in the last 2 days hes had phone calls from my phone.
The thing is when he picks up. The only thing he hears
is that song.
You were always on my mind.
Something is going on. I need to find out whats happening.
Im so scared.
16.04.12
Entry 8:
Dear diary
I can't...........
Entry 9:
Dear diary.
Its been a few days since we last spoke. Im back in my apartment. The place needs airing out a little bit and a paint job but other than that its all ok.
I'm glad to be home. My dreams are still happening. Not so bad as they were but they are still going on. I'm always in Silent Hill. Always.
I end up walking around or going into buildings. There is so much ash everywhere.
Last night however it was different. I woke up in a hotel.
I could see out the window. There was a lake outside and a boat. I managed to get out of the hotel. I have no idea how. One minute I was in this room with a video tape playing over and over and over on the tv. The odd thing is though I recognised the voice in the video but when I walked over to the tv to see who it was the screen went all fuzzy. When I stepped back it started to appear again.
The next thing im standing outside the hotel and there is a boat at the dock. As I step into the boat it begins to row on its own. Its silent for ages until the sound of roaring waves begin and there is a house just floating in the waves. The boat gets closer to the sound of the waves and then I see the waterfall im heading for.
The boat went over and I wake up in my dream on a cable car.
A flier is on the floor. "The devils pit"
Why am I always in this town? What does it want. The house in the water. Devils pit. The video tape.
I know something isn't right here at all. I just wish I knew what it was. I can't take any more.
The radio still plays that song.
I need help.
19.04.12 xxxx
Entry 10:
Dear diary.
If this is my last entry.
someone needs to know that something happened here.
I live at apartment 302 in Ashfield.
The past couple of nights I have heard the sound of chains outside of my apartment door.
I am dreaming of a town called Silent Hill every night.
Things that happen in my dream sometimes happen in reality only in a different way.
My radio plays the same song over and over again.
That letter I sent, the one she sent to me to send to him came back today. His name is crossed out and mine is written above it?
The address however has also changed to mine but any sign of the original address has long gone???
I have opened the letter but I am yet to actually see what is inside.
Im so scared
Entry 11:
Dear Diary.
I handed in my one month notice to move from this apartment today. I need to leave this place.
I knew the price was far too good to be true. It turns out the guy who lived here before disappeared. His name was Henry. Apparently he just stopped coming out of his apartment. The girl next door to him died for some unknown reason and then when they finally broke into his room he wasn't their either. Did he murder her?
They said his key was still in the door. On the inside?
I think this place is haunted. I'm staying with Christopher until I move now. I'm only popping back for a couple of things. When I decided yesterday that I was going to move, last night was the first night I didn't have a nightmare.
The letter. It was from her. My sister. She had moved to the lake but I wasn't sure where because after she went looking for him I never heard from her.
I knew he was dead but she was convinced he was there. It wasn't until I read that letter that the song and the dreams made sense.
She went looking for him in Silent Hill and ended up living there by the lake. He had brought a house out there for them both in secret.
The creepy thing is though. The radio. That song.
She was telling me how I should come out to visit and that she was happy she missed me. I haven't seen her in so long. I have been so wrapped up with my own life I haven't taken the time to even call her.
I think the radio was trying to tell me something. A wake up call. The last line of her letter was "You are always on my mind"
the song, on the radio was her last line.
I should go and see her. I think my mind has been playing horrible tricks on me. Deep down she is always in the back of my head and I think my mind has been screaming at me "Call her!!!" "Visit her!!!"
I did ring her though but the line was cut off? So after a talk with Christopher we're going to drive out there.
So starting tomorrow Toluca lake here we come! I'm going to see Emily! :D I hope shes ok.
Speak soon. 23.4.12 xxxx
Dear Diary.
I handed in my one month notice to move from this apartment today. I need to leave this place.
I knew the price was far too good to be true. It turns out the guy who lived here before disappeared. His name was Henry. Apparently he just stopped coming out of his apartment. The girl next door to him died for some unknown reason and then when they finally broke into his room he wasn't their either. Did he murder her?
They said his key was still in the door. On the inside?
I think this place is haunted. I'm staying with Christopher until I move now. I'm only popping back for a couple of things. When I decided yesterday that I was going to move, last night was the first night I didn't have a nightmare.
The letter. It was from her. My sister. She had moved to the lake but I wasn't sure where because after she went looking for him I never heard from her.
I knew he was dead but she was convinced he was there. It wasn't until I read that letter that the song and the dreams made sense.
She went looking for him in Silent Hill and ended up living there by the lake. He had brought a house out there for them both in secret.
The creepy thing is though. The radio. That song.
She was telling me how I should come out to visit and that she was happy she missed me. I haven't seen her in so long. I have been so wrapped up with my own life I haven't taken the time to even call her.
I think the radio was trying to tell me something. A wake up call. The last line of her letter was "You are always on my mind"
the song, on the radio was her last line.
I should go and see her. I think my mind has been playing horrible tricks on me. Deep down she is always in the back of my head and I think my mind has been screaming at me "Call her!!!" "Visit her!!!"
I did ring her though but the line was cut off? So after a talk with Christopher we're going to drive out there.
So starting tomorrow Toluca lake here we come! I'm going to see Emily! :D I hope shes ok.
Speak soon. 23.4.12 xxxx
