Sarah Croyden
Mother of Alice Croyden. Wife of Benjamin Croyden. Her name was never revealed throughout the messages. Alice's final messages were also shown throughout hers. Sarahs Messages didn't last long, they ended the messages of Alice and Benjamin. The message were not hers alone. Read her messages:
Message 1:
I told you.
I told you all what would happen if you ever brought her back here. She was never meant to know. Then you brought him back too. I had to end that part. Shes not even alive anymore. This will end. All of this will end. You've taken everything away from them.
You knew the deal. Its over now. Over for good. I will stop this. Ill change it all. You'll all be in your own hell.
Message 2 (Alice):
"I know you're gone. But I didn't want that. I just wanted you to be punished. I made them take away the good in me. But they didn't take it all. They found the rest. So sorry. I wish I had never found her"
Message 3:
You cant keep her from me. This will end. She will end!!!
You think you're clever hiding her. While you locked her away I found what I needed. I found everything I needed. Its only a matter of time. This will be over.
Give her to me and I won't hurt the rest of you. Let this end. They don't need us.
Message 4 (Alice):
"If she finds me. She'll do the same to me what she did to him. I can't stay here forever. I need to get away from here before its too late. She Will Kill Me. She'll kill us all"
Message 5:
[Shes dead]
Message 6:
[she will always be trapped]
Message 7 (Alice):
"When I found her. I thought she would of made everything better. She killed what was left of my father and made me take away my goodness. She made me hate him so much. Then she took away his life. I thought that would be it. But then she turned on me. When you're part of the order. You have to do what you're told. What you believe is right.
Just like with the famous vampire Dracula. If you kill him you change back the rest. Well that's what she thought. She thought that if she died the way its been told that she would end what I was. The funny thing is, is that its true. She was part of the order. The gods commanded the order to always have a successor. For them to be protected they must always exist, doing gods work. If the main leader of that particular arm of the order died someone would take over. But if they used the correct dagger, said the correct words and used the correct materials they could be removed from the order and every other family member that would be a successor. This was created as a back up plan, if all else failed. You had to receive the orders permission and was then thrust in front of the gods to beg for escape.
My mother did none of this. She assumed if she did it her way she would die, as would I and my father not being of her blood was murdered. So all members of our arm in the order were gone.
She gathered everything she needed and performed the ritual. She died and I didnt.
Instead I changed.
When the order found out what she had done, they asked the gods for forgiveness. When they asked as to why I was still alive they told the order that its because I have already died. I removed myself from the order when they told me to split my good and bad in two. When my mother killed herself she took away the badness that was left inside of me. And left me like this. Empty. Alone.
The gods commanded the order to remove me from their care, to get rid of me and to never aid me in any way shape or form in the future. I was never to return to the order. My punishment? Is to be here. Alone, Forever.
The gods are angry at the order. And the order are angry at me. I have no where to go and cannot leave this town. I guess you could say im already dead. I don't know what will happen now. I just know for me its over. The end of it all. No more messages. My name is Alice Croyden and im a part of Silent Hill"
Message 1:
I told you.
I told you all what would happen if you ever brought her back here. She was never meant to know. Then you brought him back too. I had to end that part. Shes not even alive anymore. This will end. All of this will end. You've taken everything away from them.
You knew the deal. Its over now. Over for good. I will stop this. Ill change it all. You'll all be in your own hell.
Message 2 (Alice):
"I know you're gone. But I didn't want that. I just wanted you to be punished. I made them take away the good in me. But they didn't take it all. They found the rest. So sorry. I wish I had never found her"
Message 3:
You cant keep her from me. This will end. She will end!!!
You think you're clever hiding her. While you locked her away I found what I needed. I found everything I needed. Its only a matter of time. This will be over.
Give her to me and I won't hurt the rest of you. Let this end. They don't need us.
Message 4 (Alice):
"If she finds me. She'll do the same to me what she did to him. I can't stay here forever. I need to get away from here before its too late. She Will Kill Me. She'll kill us all"
Message 5:
[Shes dead]
Message 6:
[she will always be trapped]
Message 7 (Alice):
"When I found her. I thought she would of made everything better. She killed what was left of my father and made me take away my goodness. She made me hate him so much. Then she took away his life. I thought that would be it. But then she turned on me. When you're part of the order. You have to do what you're told. What you believe is right.
Just like with the famous vampire Dracula. If you kill him you change back the rest. Well that's what she thought. She thought that if she died the way its been told that she would end what I was. The funny thing is, is that its true. She was part of the order. The gods commanded the order to always have a successor. For them to be protected they must always exist, doing gods work. If the main leader of that particular arm of the order died someone would take over. But if they used the correct dagger, said the correct words and used the correct materials they could be removed from the order and every other family member that would be a successor. This was created as a back up plan, if all else failed. You had to receive the orders permission and was then thrust in front of the gods to beg for escape.
My mother did none of this. She assumed if she did it her way she would die, as would I and my father not being of her blood was murdered. So all members of our arm in the order were gone.
She gathered everything she needed and performed the ritual. She died and I didnt.
Instead I changed.
When the order found out what she had done, they asked the gods for forgiveness. When they asked as to why I was still alive they told the order that its because I have already died. I removed myself from the order when they told me to split my good and bad in two. When my mother killed herself she took away the badness that was left inside of me. And left me like this. Empty. Alone.
The gods commanded the order to remove me from their care, to get rid of me and to never aid me in any way shape or form in the future. I was never to return to the order. My punishment? Is to be here. Alone, Forever.
The gods are angry at the order. And the order are angry at me. I have no where to go and cannot leave this town. I guess you could say im already dead. I don't know what will happen now. I just know for me its over. The end of it all. No more messages. My name is Alice Croyden and im a part of Silent Hill"